I’m no longer sure that I like this rollercoaster ride..

Actually, I want off. What used to pass for happiness is now an empty promise… My hands are cold and tired. Every keystroke takes an eternity.

My mind is numb from the impossibility of finding the calm water… I know it’s here, somewhere, but, the darkness approaches, and I’m stuck in the vortex of doubt and sadness… First Kay, and now, Gabe….  The lost boys… My chipmunks.

                             My heart.

                     Love you both… be safe……   tman